I won't be idle with despair...

Kehidupan seminggu ini udah out of control...
Target ga selesai karena ada target2 baru yang ga jelas tapi lebih urgent, kangen Pierre (best mentor ever)...
Ngerjain training udah ga pake mikir lagi, asal match langsung kirim (duh buyung :()...
Beberapa hari ini pulang jam 1-an dan harus ngantor jam stgh 8, solat subuhnya berasa mimpi (eh, ato emang mimpi ya???)...
Ngaji cuma sekedar baca doang,trus pake ketiduranan en telat bangun (ehm, yang ini juga ga jamin kalo bukan mimpi)...
Dapet surat peringatan soal NPWP (ih padahalkan udah daftar!!!)...

Sebenernya mau berenti sejenak dan menata langkah lagi tapi ga sempet, ada juga pas mau merenung jadinya malah ketiduran :D...

Tapi alhamdulillah, mentoring masih bisa jalan meskipun ga maksimal.. Yah, kegiatan kaya gini emang harus dimulai pelan2, mudah2an minggu depan lebih banyak yang bisa dateng...

Alhamdulillah ngajar juga masih kepegang, meskipun belum sempet bikin soal...

Hmm, Allah Maha Baik ...

--lagu ini satu2nya lagu di windows media player komputer kantor, diulang2 terus sampe pusing.. Suka banget sama liriknya--


Hands
-Jewel-

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be, we're all okay
And not to worry
'Cause worry is wasteful and useless
In times like these

I won't be made useless
Won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear


My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

Poverty stole your golden shoes
But it didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after

We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters

I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken
We are never broken